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Sometimes it seems so stupid to ask for something that you need so long after you first needed it! I am trying to change my situation to make my life somewhat easier. If I could finish grad school in Queens that could make things more livable for the duration of my program. I don't want to say too much but all you need to do is speak up and ask, and hopefully you will get someone receptive at the other end. There are so many people unwilling to help or give a flying *%$#.


It seems like this world is full of unwilling people and everyone you meet is self entitled and treats you like garbage before they know you. I know when someone treats me awful, I definitely want to be their best friend. I usually will secretly wish some form of harm or something awful on that person. It's like everyone is allowed to act like as ass and you have to take it. Sorry but don't take your garbage out on me anymore, or anyone I know for that matter. You want to act like a fool and tell people you will do things when you won't that's fine, but leave me out of it!! It feels like the older I get I superficial people want to latch on to me more. It's not because I'm superficial I think it's the complete opposite, they want someone to care about them who they know will be there. It is perhaps of their own insecurities.

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  1. anthonyJanuary 5, 2010 at 11:06 PM

    I agree 100% with what you said in this post!!!

    Luv ya and glad you are blogging!!

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